Hey people . merry belated xmas , New Song , enjoy & do like it ? :]

During Christmas Eve , went over aunt’s place to count down . not going Circular Quay adi . because uncle said that there’re sure flooded by people . cancelled & headed to aunt’s house . enjoy dere . was sleeping at aunt’s house cause im too tired , ming liang kissed me sayang me & I woke up . trying to sleep back , failed thou . that shirene was keep shouting beside me - Santa is coming to the town !! damn tired okay ? don’t care , continue sleeping .


It’s Christmas Morning ! ;
Shirene woke me up at 8 something . thanks those adults for the christmas present , appreciate it much . & thanks for T Bell’s bear ,its so lovely , ninety percent lovely ! coughs * while uncle adrian gave me a cd , its like a voucher & you can change to whatever cds you want . after that , helped aunt to prepared the lunch , its delicious yummy . hmmps btw I don’t really like smoked-chicken . all the restaurant were closed because it was Christmas day what , so we didn’t take our dinner ! dad fetched us to the street to watch the xmas decoration & lighting . hahah . that night , most of us were drunken . I drinked lot because I missed him , not because of happy party celebrating xmas with em’. At night , over night at khoon’s bro place .



261208 .
It’s a brand new dai , Boxing Day btw its sort of a nice day! yee shuen woke me up early in d morning . actually it was just 5.30 am in msia . taken my breakfast , headed to the beach . Manly Beach ! its really flooded with lot of people . shuen & lil Sampson were enjoying laying under the hot sunn while SAYA wearing my shade hiding here & there . lol * although the wind is really cooling but I hate the sun . : p so what ? I ate lot of chips that day , I didn’t drink water . grat , I got a sore throat . slept late , about 2 am . Party night , its HOT !

271208
SHUEN WOKE ME UP ! aaahh !! I gone crazy , I got insufficient sleep . started sore throat .accompanied yee shuen to the clinic , she’s going to Malaysia & the food at dere were dirty , so she going to have a jab . pity her crying for a couple of hour . after that , went to macquarie to change the cd , Beyonce’s & Pussy Cat Dolls album ! having flu , seriously sore throat & coughing ! I finished half & a box of tissues . going to die adi .





Picture will be upload soon . (:




I aint gonna be the stupid one anymore , but imma still that stupid ?
Toodles ,




Remember those walls I built , well baby they’re tumbling down , and they didn’t even put up a fight , they didn’t even make a sound . I found a way to let you in , but I never really had a doubt , standing in the light of your halo , I got my angel now . Its like I’ve been awakened , every rule I had you breakin’ Everywhere I’m looking now , I’m surrounded by your embrace baby I can see yr hello . You know you’re my saving grace you’re everything I need and more , its written all over your face , baby I can feel yr hello . Pray it won’t fade away I can feel yr hello I can see yr hello I can feel yr hello . I can see your hello Hit me like a ray of sun . Burning through my darkest night . You’re the only one that I want , think im addicted to your light I swore I’d never fall again but this don’t even feel like falling . Gravity can’t forget To pull me back to the ground again . I can feel yr hello I can see yr hello ...

Happy Merry X'mas Eve !

.. 6 hours till Merry X'mas .

&

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Happy 99th Days of us ,

- Nicholas khoo my boy , i love you !

finally , 99 days . sorry bb i can't post u a long article on our 3 months anni , i apologize . sorry baby :] but this time i try to make it long lar . but you're in kl now , you just can read this when you bec from kl . baby you know how long i've been waiting for this 99 days ? hubby , thanks for your everything . thanks for spending time w/ me , thanks for the two baby you gave , thanks for the love , the hug , the kisses ! i love you . nicholas khoo , life was good to me , but you just made it better , i love the say you stand by me through any kind of weather . i just dont wanna run away , just wanna make your day when you feel the world is on your shoulders .

I dont wanna make it worse , just wanna make us work !

hubby tell me , i will do whatever kay ?
baby i ♥ u much & miss you much !

tons of things happened in these 99 days , we've been went for a trip , its memorable . its on my heart just like a tattoo . it'll nvr nvr fade away . baby i dont know whatelse i can do , i love you w/ all my heart . its just not use my mouth to say , say everyone also knows right ? not to use my mouth , but heart . i can't tell how much i loved you , baby feel it by yrself . ily

In front of the world , im strong & tough . but in front of you im just that weak , i dont put a shelter when im with you cause you promised will be my shelter . thousands of lies the people told , & when u tell me whatsoever , i truly believe .

Hubby , dont leave me no matter what kay ?

i feel like nobody ever knew me , touched me , loved me until you do . baby it just took one hit of you now im addicted . Addicted to yr smell , kiss & everything ! love you yes i do . if i ever let u go i would be no one , cause i never thought i sould feel all the things . you made me feel wasn't looking for someone until you .

- wei ni zuo bu ke neng de shi , ilyf&e .

Baby , it wasn't fake but so real !

sigh im really missing u right now , feels so sick ! i dont know when i could find a guy like you when i lose you , cause baby you're the 1 i love .

be my better man kay ?

You-are-irreplaceable-my-boy-i-love-you-nicholas-khoo !

okay , bec to today . nothing special , later going to the city to countdown ! yo . enjoy yea people , loves !

last but not least ,

I
♥

T Boy & Nicholas Khoo

Merry X'mas ;

just gotten up , 8.03 PM . 5.03 pm at msia .

dad & mom went out for walk .

hmms something random ,

- Sharron was playing piano yesterday -

suddenly she jumped up , yeah toilet !

okay when i came out , ohh crank that my shyt came out finally .

Uncle Tom : huh == ? Shit ?

Uncle : shit in aus was known as poop poop .

sharron : ohh okay , yeah thanks . Uncle Tom , i mean my poop poop came out .

Uncle Tom : oh i got it . okay * laugh his ass off

Shirene was singing , im going to the movie im going to the movie !

the-wind-is-blowing-me-away ..

the sixth DAY !

Yay . its the sixth day i've been staying @ sydney .

Today woke up in the morning , the wind was so strong man ! had the breakfast & headed to Central & Circular Quay , spent our whole day time at Opera House & Harbour Bridge . hmmmps as the first sentence of this article , yeah hell the wind is blowing me away . strong wind . & took a lil pictures . will upload it when im home .

The wind is cooling , i miss my bb so much !

2 days to 99th DAYS !

baby iloveyou.

swear to god up will be faithful to you .

& take care hub .

the 4th & 5th day @ aus .

-

20/12*

its a greenie day ! woke up early in the morning , had my breakfast .

okay , after that went over Campsie , uncle's place . he was still single so his place was quite mess . hahah ! don't have girlf to help him tidy up his place . privilege of having a wife at home , she'll help u to clean up your place . lol * hmm, after that went to the street for some shopping . saw a dress , its nice but didn't buy it . was very uncomfortable didn't buy that dress , i showed everyone a shitty face . hmmmps :p after the shopping , went to khoony's house . he cooked penang prawn mee for us ! weee thanks . its delicious , get rid of the home-sick . lol * enjoy with shirene & the baby boy . took lotsa pictures , cant upload it cause i dont have a usb . allah ! i forgot to bring it . * drolls eyes * was drunken last night ! hoho. btw , slept late yesterday . 11 something at aus & its about 8 something @ msia . bb texted me when he reached kl , & i awoke .

21/ 12*

Woke up late , about 12 something . mom & uncle went Micquare to shop , oh i didn't follow . i can't wake , sort of bosan . * coughs somehow i just can't wake hahah ! okay after that went back to that place to buy the dress ! hehehe . so happy w/ that . & now just went back from Second Street for the x'mas decoration . its awesome man . love it so much :]

Okay , will continue tmrw ..

Stay Tuned yea people .

bb take care !

currently @ khoony's bro house .


<3 T boy T boy & fatty fatty .
hmm , now was 4.09pm but malaysia was only 1.09 pm .
this morning woke up at 8 something , my mind was still blur & i can't open my eyes . because its just 5 something in msia .
eventhough its just the third day , i cant wait to go back to my place !
& i got a flu here .
so today went to epping bought something . and sure alot of fruits . its awesome .
i got a cute cousin at here - shirene ! pretty cute enough .
i want to see my fatty now ahhhh !
miss his chubby face :[ miss yr chubby voice !! going to die adi .
i promised will accompany u more when i go back kay ?
i forgot to bring my camera's usb , so i cant upload any pictures , sry ya ppl .

okay , so nothing much over here , toodles !

- baby imma give u the world .

currently in bangkok . fatty no worries , i cried adi this morning . you ask me dont cry , i want to cry : p . texted bb early in the morning , i know you can't wake 1 . ): sigh . i miss you so much !

okay , i just have 20 minutes !
this post is for baby .

171208 , today is our 3rd Month Anniversary !
Happy Anni to my bb .

i wanna be with you , stick with you forever .
sorry , even just a short post . but im really in the rush , will transit to s'pore & sydney later .
hubby i love you !
last night hubby sang for me , hehehehhe . so touch , i love u my fatty !




okay , gtg . nicholas khoo do miss me alot !

More Pictures coming soon , waiting auntie foofie to online . :]




Tomorrow , im going to aus .
i still haven't prepare anything lah .
going at 17-12-08 4.30 am ,mom still havent let me know when is the date coming back .
sigh , i miss baby so much !
hubby was moodless , don't moodless lar . you should know as a gf , i cant help anything im so upset .




this is for my baby .
its gonna be the 3rd months we've been together ? our love stronger than the drugs ? & ask yrself wer your love is . thanks for what you gave in this 2 months 28 days . Thank you , you gave me a chance to love you , to take care of my pillow boy , you colored my lyfe , thanks for the lil baby you gave . without you my life was really dull . i cant imagine my lyfe without you . i treasured the time we spent together , even though its just a short while . i got alot of words wanna tell , when you're leaving me , i l y . never try to stop saying dis . & im going to aus very soon , it could be the longest summer without you at there . Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard,maybe we're torn apart, maybe the timing ,is beating our hearts . when im missing you , the sky rains . because god knows how much i miss you .
The day 17th of September , you walked in my life its just like the inspiration of my life . i know i need you , there's just too much too much .
baby , x'mas is reaching & i dont want too much for my xmas . There's just one thing i need , i dont care about the presents , i just want you for my own .Cause I just want you here tonight ,holding on to me so tight . i dont know what else i can do for it .. just to hold it , love you .
but if i were a boy , i think i could understand , how it feels to love a girl , i swear i'd be a better man , i would listen to her cause i know how it hurts , when you lose the one you wanted , cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed .
baby it just left 1 day for us to talk to chat , pls treasure it . i really wanna spend the rest of the time with you . I never knew I could feel that much , and that's the way I loved you.
hubby i got so much more to say , so much more to be done .
Remeber im yours , im always yours .

baby , still left a day ..
loving you always .
there's just too much remains on minds to tell you , when will you be free ?
wo ♥ ni .

combine of those pictures . ♥

Count down 14 days to X'mas .

6 days to go , im going to aus, sydney or melbourne ?

sigh , i can't count down X'mas with hub . im at aus & he's at kl . sigh
17th of Dec is our 3 months anni , 24th of Dec is our 99 days .
We are going to miss all of our days . sigh .
6 days to go , i still haven't pack my luggage .
shop at dere ! & beach beach here i come !
Uncle Tom wait me , and buy me things . lol *
Billabong here i come !
auntie foofie im sure will miss you . hais :[ & yr cute lil sissy , lmh is so cute .
although im at aus , but i got something for you .





i got alot of things wanna tell you , but there's no time for us .
what am i going to blog now ? i got lots of things in mind , but no idea .

I- like -?

Outdoor Photography - Auntie Foofie's house .

Photo By Auntie Foofie the big Head . (:



Yesterday woke at dont know what time , then dont know what i did . ohh ! i know , online . * ahem, coughs coughs * so boring . baby , what time you wanna wake up ? oh 4.30 yea . im so tired lar , i want to sleep but later i going to wake you up so i cannot sleep . = / its okay . what so over ?
okay , offline @ 6 something . bath , taken my dinner & rush over auntie foofie's place .
Sigh the sun didn't wait for me . what a sad case .
nvm , we continue .
after that , dad calling . wth
went back home because grandpa ask me to DRINK SOUP ! l-a-m-e
after that , went jogging w/ willie & do some exercise and what so on lah !
mr jess went over my place , brought me to S C for movie .
sleeping sleeping was so tired after jogging . huh ..
reached home , text my fav guy , - Nicholas Khoo calling -
ou ou . dont wanna blog adi , so tired .
im old lady , you're uncle lah !

Nicholas Khoo i love you so muchhhh .

n-i-c-h-o-l-a-s-k-h-o-o-m-y-p-i-l-l-o-w-b-o-y ,
i - m - i- s - s

You ,
so much !

so sick when missing you .

baby mummy daddy & 3 other baby missing ?

Y

sigh , so down .

& i found something random its sweet enough for me . like it so much .

- When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

-When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

- When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering
how long you will be around.

-When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

-When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.

-When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

-When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

-When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.

-When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

-Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....

-Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

-Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

-Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

-Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

-Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

- Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

-Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

-Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

its really getting holly bored on my days .
so boring , so tiring .
tiring , so tiring . no one feels this .
feels like wanna close up my eyes just feel the soul .
was thinking of going to beach , laying on golden sand , close up the eyes , and sumone could touch my eye brows softly .. and i fall alsleep , it feels good really good . when im still small , my dad did dis to me everyday and i was just like a lil tinky fall alsleep . nicholas khoo , i did dis to you when you wanna sleep right ? my mind remains on those memories , cant stop recalling it . awww ..
a short describe about my facial features.
i got a fine eye brows ,
i got a brownie eyes ,
i got a long but less eye lash ,
i got pinkish reddy cheek ,
i got a lil erect nose ,
i got a lil small mouth ,
sharron says hate me or love me as u like lah !




Just a short post , so boring . sigh . every voice sounded so low .
waiting sayang , he is bathing ! miss his smell so much so much . black-hearted Y
baby you know how much i miss you ?

Blog's Song , this song feels so sad . but i love it so much ,dad loves it too . [:

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

And- I - know - this - crush - ain't - going - away - ay - ay ..

your lolipop !

sorry hubby !
yesterday i did something wrong , i feel so guilty .sorry hub . ):
i can't tell god how much i love you & time will tell you how much i do .
don't throw me & baby away .
I will fall for you over and over again, i promise that .
and each and every single day , love u more and more and more !
i can do whatever you want me to .
promise you , no more arguement kay ?
smile lar hub , dont say you're down adi .
smile , shinny face :) faster hehehehe !
a gap tee for you ! tee-heeee :D



I closed my eyes and the flashback starts,i cant stop recalling on those memories .




{ 231108 - 271108 } - Its a real memorable trip . ily bb .

yesterday hubby was very angry , ask me to pm every of my contac list in msn that
i love nick !
i did it !

hub , see i did take good care of yr baby ! i help baby to gai bei bei when i guin out .

Hub , my blog's song is for you .

I hung up the phone tonight, something happened for the first time, deep inside It was a rush, what a rush Cause the possibility that you would ever Feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much Why do I keep running from the truth All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know Do you ever think, when you're all alone All that we could be, Where this thing could go Am I crazy or falling in love Is it real or just another crush Do you catch a breath, when I look at you Are you holding back, like the way I do Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging Spending time girl, are we just friends Is there more, is there more See it's a chance we've gotta take Cause I believe we can make this into Something that will last, last forever, forever Do you ever think, when you're all alone All that we could be, Where this thing could go Am I crazy or falling in love Is it real or just another crush Do you catch a breath, when I look at you Are you holding back, like the way I do Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away ..